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you

only

live

always

or it just starts over again

I said I would build my little brother a time machine....

wow, it does sound crazy even me re-reading what I wrote back in ...2012? I think...

Maybe I'm crazy, I don't know that far yet, It does sound crazy. I know time dilation is real, not science fiction. I know because It's been reported on before. The source is credible, Einstein himself said time can be dialated. Explained recorded history, everything seems more important now.not some illusion. Einstien's reletivity theroy is considered solid fact now. If the one side is true so must be the other.

How believable is the unbelievable? Time dialation is after all a constant natural phenomonon, unavoidable. There it is. Right in front of you. Running a signal backwards across the grain of time lines seemed too daunting back in the day of the atomic bomb. Dependant on gravitational escape velocity it is impossible to send a person or anything around the world at the three hundred sixty billion miles per hour you would turn into people juice.

Now how is this useful today, knowing we still cannot sgo that fast.

What would you say? should you? could email yourself in the past and say change anything? If so it would of alredy happened ,or it went into your spam folder and you missed it? Seriously! FIBER OPTIC NETWORK light speed internet.maybe CRAZY now they say its possible but we should not mess around with it for obvious reasons.

IM HOME
ALONE AGAIN
WASTING MY TIME HERE
I DONT KNOW
WHERE ALL MY FRIENDS WNET
THEY SURE ARENT HERE
NO ONE KNOWS IM LOST HERE
NO ONE CARES IM DEAD
IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE INSIDE
IM KNOW I SHOULD BE FREE
BE FREE
I KNOW I SHOULD BE FREE
STILL LIFE GOES PASS ME BY
IM DYING
I TRY TO FIND THE WAY
ITS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
BUT I CANT SEEM TO GET IT RIGHT
I LOVE THE LIFE I LEFT BEHIND
DONT WANT TO FIND ANOTHER ONE
IM SPINNING AROUND LIKE A CHILD IN MY MIND
WATCHING THE WORLD SPIRAL OUT OF SIGHT
REMEMBER THE WAY THAT HER EYES
HER EYES
STARE INTO MINE
I JUST KNOW WHERE TO GO
IM LOOKING AND PRAYING AN FINDING NO WAY TO BE ME
IM SUPPOSED TO BE FREE
I JUST KNOW WHY NOW
I DONT KNOW HOW
I WANT TO FLY NOW
BUT IM MAGNETIZED
U R PULLING ME DOWN

I'f we're to make any real progress, realize whats up, the only heaven waiting for us need's to be built. We built it. We made it. The big bang. There, I said it. I hate to spoil the ending for everyone, and you might not even really get it unless your into quantum time/space paradox type thoughts, but we made ourselves, everything has happened like this over and over again. We are a self-executable application stored on an electromagnetic medium just like this is that right now. Oh and it gets better! We get all kinds of cool stuff before that happens. First up; George Jetson Flying Cars! NO JOKE! Space age. But we need to work something out with the whole economic situation first. Your species has got some serious chemical imbalances going on. Half of you are fat and the other half are starving because you seem to have a problem with farming certain types of plant materials. Don't worry, I'am sure with the right guidance we will have more than enough time to sort out the whole natural resource debacle. All you gotta do is get the stick out your butt and admit when your wrong Drugs are good

Writing a report

Daniel Zwick

There are many ways to illustrate a point with writing. Though the best method is left up

to opinion, the standard essay format is used regularly, thus easily understood, and best conveys

the information. This is due to its well organized structure and flow. The essay contains three

main segments, the introduction and thesis statement, body paragraphs, and a conclusion.

The introductory paragraph of an essay gives the reader a general idea of the topic of

the writing. Included in this is any terminology that may need to be explained beforehand such as

acronyms used in the following sections. Such as, an acronym is an abbreviation of any

repeated terms that would be used in discussing the topic. For example I will use TS (thesis

statement). The TS is the last sentence of the introductory paragraph. It contains the general

topic of the essay and three or more points to be discussed within the body paragraphs.

Body paragraphs of the essay explain in greater detail the points outlined in the thesis.

Each point is explained in its own paragraph and each paragraph follows the sequence of the

points as they appear in the thesis. Paragraphs contain between three to five sentences and

follow a formula similar to the whole essay, having a topic sentence, a body, and a conclusion.

Used within and essay format the topic and conclusion sentences serve as transitions

between different paragraphs as well as summary of the content in the paragraph.

The last section of the essay is the called the conclusion paragraph. This is similar to a

conclusion sentence within a paragraph as it is a summary of the whole essay. The conclusion is

similar as well to the introductory paragraph in that it is an overview of the topic and ties together

all the main points made in the body paragraphs.

The format of essays such as this one present information to a reader in a way that is

organized and easy to understand. The introduction states the topic and the areas of which are

to be explained. The thesis statement is one sentence that sums up the whole article. The body

paragraphs all elaborate on each of the points made in the thesis. Finally the conclusion again

reviews the entire essay.

sitting here, bored, playing solitaire, should go to sleep, i got a busy day tomorow. listening to ...

"keep on playing your favorite song, i turn it up while your gone, its all i got when your in my head, and your in my head so i need it" - Queens of the stone age

so, i was thinkin' what was your favorite song? first guess. loudermilk. dont know what song. then i was like, 'DUH' LIVING DEAD GIRL! loudermilk was a good guess though, thats one of your favorites, cause it reminds you of "the vampire lestat". that book you read me on the phone. that was just the first thing that popped in my head. i wouldve also said love song, by snake river conspiracy. but thats really one of my favorites songs.

Faith in Fact

Throughout life a person beleives in an uncountable number of things. From early on in childhood, it is easy to accept almost anything as true, what we learn from our parents, even things experienced on television. I write this in the holiday season and cannot help but think of Santa Clause. Silly as it seems now to think alot of children, myself included for sometime, knew without a doubt that once a year this man would bring them gifts based on their behavior. Likewise, other holidays and events have fictional characters that resprsent them, and the ideals those events express. Rabbits and eggs, leprechauns and hold, monsters and candy. These are accepted as truth for as long as possible, eventually logic takes over the mechanics behind these concepts are revealed, what once was simple and magical becomes complicated and real. Ignorance is bliss, but does that mean truth should be suffering? Where is the line drawn between faith and fact? To come to understand how and why mythos are, and their place in society brings about confusion, which is in a way, suffering. To deal with the reality that Santa Clause is fake, what reality will crush faith in something next? Sorry kid, there is no Jesus, you just rot in the ground when you die?

If confusion is suffering, then truth is once again bliss, as the process completes, and faith is restored. I am the begining and the end. That is what God said in the new testament. Religion divides, but belief and spirit unite humankind. To view the bible not as sacred code to live by, but a historical account, this quote holds true still. Begining and end, in whatever text they are referenced, are truth, be it any aspect of life. Lines begin and end, lives do as well. Is life a line? Or is it the circle of life, a circle does not end, but neither does it begin. Language and symbology can only explain so far. In Budhism, belief that can be spoken, is not the eternal belief. In other words, however you say something, it will not truly express that idea. As they say a picture is a thousand words, the human mind can concieve a three dimensional image, this should surly be worth a thousand pictures and billions of words. My complete state of mind as it exists in this instance cannot be expressed verbally, in any form or document, picture or video clip. The only exception; It is what It is.

The concept of begining/end is constant in most forms of belief, overlooked even as commonplace and sense. Science, regardless of how it proves itself wrong over over again, has a symbol for this concept; infinity. Mathematics do not lie, infinity is truth, as well as existence far below nothingness, there is in fact a negetive infinity. Where our understanding of mathematics fail is; it cannot be fully expressed yet. It cannot be completely understood, but there is a fully complete circuit in the positive and negetive infinities. The figure of eight symbol in fact represents begining/end, at the point where two circles cross. Belief once again has to do with the cross. As a symbol, infinity is two dimensional, as most symbols are. What would a three dimensional figure eight look like? The circle of life inverts itself at the end of each cycle. Though not correctly, four dimensional objects have been visualized, but once again, if a three dimensional object is worth a billion words, an object to the fourth power is worth a thousand three dimensional objects. Illustrations depicting four dimensions only describe the truth, which as allways, must be experienced first hand. This is somwhat easy with the vauge idea provided by such illustrations, or enough disassociative hallucinogens and some free time.

Time, that is the fourth dimension. That is the expansion of reality from a single point, then at the storage mediums threshold, compression back to that same point, and even then, the crossing of such a point, into the inversion of space/time, and the next cycle of the data stored on whatever manner of quantum computation device contains our universe. Quantum computation is the means our universe is able to "compute itself", compared to digital computers, which are as of yet, not capable of self-awareness, this is a miraculious feat. Man made quantum computers are still in infancy, extremly far off from the complexity of the system that contains us, which is at least trillions of years in the making and constantly evolving. The same can be said however that man made technology is constantly evolving as well, and the fact that quantum computation is somewhat understood and in a basic functional state, it is easy to assume, will eventually reach the same state of reality as, well, reality. Given this knowledge, if a man or a god said "I'am the begining and end", is it not easy to concieve that the same technology we have created up untill this point will eventually evolve into the same technology that created our reality in the first place?

Ponder that time/space paradox for a second. Now back to the subject of constructing 4D objects, examine the qbit, the quantum equivilant of a digital bit, as in the basic measurement of quantum storage compared to digital storage. The bit has two basic states, on and off. The qbit however has infinite states, a qubit can be on, off, up, down, left, right, or anywhere in between, to any miniscule degree. Perplexing beyond description, a qbit can be on and off at the same time. What? Exactly! Almost beyond comprehension. A physicist will tell you about uncertianty principle, which states that; the exact state of an atom cannot be acuratly measured, this is because the instruments used to measure that atom will allways interfere with the natural flow of that atom's actions. This is true in any level, all the way from the behavior of the basic building blocks of existence, to that of conscious entities. Do not people act differently when they are aware of being watched and judged? Graded? So what? In a strange way, the evolution of said 4D being is altered, simply by my observation and report on the subject.

Four dimensions are allways contained by six dimensions, adding up to ten, or an interval of one; ones and zeros, to the next power, so to speak. Current visualizations of this include a cube extended by its corner points outward diagonally to a larger cube that contains the first, a animated variation of this in which the cubes fold out and into each other, and six cubes stacked and aranged as a cross. These ideas simply do not qualify by themselves, but combined and slightly tweaked, depict an almost acurate vision of the truth. The cube within a cube, has the right basic idea, yet the fact that it animates in only three dimensions proves it as only an artistic vision of truth, not the actual truth which as allways cannot be completly described. The cross version serves only as a link between this belief and the one that people have held faith in for the last 2000 years. It does represent the fourth power of a cubed square in a sense, but the mistake is in the placement of the seventh element, which is infact contained within the outer six.

The seventh element is the four dimensional space/time. Disregarding existence we can never understand, the outer six elements most likely exist inside of a four dimensional space/time outside of our own, that is as natural as mathmatic exponents. An easy interpretation of this concept is a picture of a television screen, displaying another television screen, with another inside of that one, and another, and so on, infinitly. What is truly mind blowing is the realisation that the outermost screen that you are viewing, is actually contained in a larger set of screens that expand outward beyond your perception of reality. In this view, positive and negetive become one in the same, interchangable. Measurement is of course only a vauge description, in the eye of the beholder, and insignificant on a cosmic scale. Who is right to state a true difference between anything? You have an opinion that is certain to be challenged. A complete truth can only be attained at the nexus of the seventh element, when all data is contained for an instant in singularity.

At that instant there is no space, and so time does not exist. Even in scientific context this resembles the one being that chinese mythology refers to as Pan Ku. A deity born from a giant egg, upon it's death, its body formed the earth, its hair the trees, and its blood the waters. Comparitivly, all elements of reality are contained one point at the begining and end of a universal time cycle. Physicaly speaking, a singularity is the sturdyest form matter can take in this universe. It is the point that exists in the core of a black hole, and it is a black holes that exist in the core of spiral galaxies. At the end of a time cycle these singularities will be the last things to exist, and will eventually fall into each other becomeing one. At this point of course there is really only speculation as to what will happen next, logically this point will expand outward again into the majesty of the universe as we see it today. Dr. Steven Hawking, a brilliant physisist said in one of his books, isomething that stuck in my memory. I cannot remember the title, but to paraphrase, the information that falls into a black hole can be played back, like a phonograph, as that blackhole evaporates. This idea sums up my faith in eternity, its clear to me that we really are all saved, like on a gigantic DVD labeled "the universe".

At first glance faith and fact seem to be at odds with each ohter. Oppisite in that one must be proven without a doubt whilst one is just known without a second thought. Upon closer examination, and with an open state of mind, these apparant two sides of the coin can be seen at the same time. As the quantum state of elementary particles can be both on and off, so can this coin be spinning on its side, to see both sides together. To be able to change existence by simply understanding it, to pick up that coin and spin, rather that just to toss it and call heads or tails is like enlightenment.It will allways be more fun to think of jolly elves, than consumerism, industry, advertisement and last minute shopping. To simply thank God for everlasting life, insted of picking apart the machine he built, trying to figure out how it works. Losing belief in ignorance is the only way to gain true faith, it just requires greater understanding of the mechanics behind what a personified concept, like Santa Clause, or Jesus, represents.

prize to the wise to word up before the lies to the ripe reprise are burned out and the last of the real belief eye begin doubt to the sin that began the whole thing with out fault are shined down to the truth with no clout and no dolt to monkey and wrench to the gut in the botttom of shit and regret ant pre-thooght notions and photons and neutral catotonic collisions combined with ionic membrane super-fision denied by majority cross section christian with the pope as himself devil shouting new vision quit preaching on digital lines with no question but out on the waves of belial polititions and fake medie mogul monster osprey movationions compared to creep wall street junk heap punks are our grease man but let me ask you to explain to each mission how every new prophet with concience has vision and not just the peeps with religious perditions are pushing the lines for societies sanctions? who is counting the decimals of our bretherans diet? is uncle sam that paranoid of you ripping his loyalty? are we all on the same team or is america foreign to you? the east is kicking our ass! its not question of loyalty. we need to erase any little mis CON ceptions then we all work toward real revolutionary questions like where is humanity going and what then? because ive seen it but its only one possible pre-vent, one hypothetical happy ending for all of humanity, or keep up with inter-section-racial-party-political-de-brief-the mission was necesarry no matter what you believe, its all cooll we play parts, thiefs and police, pirates and ninjas, dinosaurs, robots, killers, and singers, this is the end, this is it friends, there is no heaven, just what we make it, we will work together or else it wont take and will just be a glitch in the scheme of ALL THINGS!!

Wlans have many advanatages over wired networks, they are simpler to install, diagnose and repair. However there are many security issues with using radio waves to connect the network. It is much easier to access, while a wired network can only be accessed physically, wlans can be accessed from anywhere nearby.
Wired equivilent privacy (WEP) is an algoritimic program to secure WLANs. Though even when WEP encryption is used most hackers would be able to easily break into a system. Free software is available on the internet that allows even those with little tehnical skills to break into a WEP protected system in a short time. A good security measure is to have more than one system protecting the network, such as encryption and user authentication. Virtual private networks and Radius servers have more advanced encryption procedures.
Unauthorized access points are a risk to networks and can be any wireless device, like barcode scanners and printers. Freeware like NetStumbler can help to find these points hackers might use to get in a network. Default SSIDs like Linksys alert hackers to vulnerable access points, so its a good idea to allways change the SSID and turn off the option where stations broadcast the SSID as a beacon. Access points should be configured to not allow lower connection speeds, this is an easy way to prevent someone accessing the network from remote locations, like a parking lot for example.
All wireless devices have a unique physical address (mac address), its possible to set up your network to filter mac addresses and only allow access from devices whos address code you have specifically entered. The same can be done using fixed IP addresses. Turning off auto connect prevents security risks that open when you dont even know you are connected to a network. The easiest, smartest and best advice to protect your network is to simply turn it off when you are not using it.

a penny for your two cents nevermind who said it jsut lose interest memory bank forget it rewind and edit cut copy paste and save type in your name and press ok its easy make a dollar on a disk and sell out like me hung up on the billboard droppin chang out your pockets to the bums who are hungery trying to save your soul on a dvd can you program write down to the ground all the atoms and compounds all around make up the galaxy is this science fiction are we all on tv im a comedian look at me i can act funny do you not want to laugh at me cuz i can be the police show trailer park wife beating redneck some brutality im on law and order im on the damn jury in court jester a clown entertaining the king i can cook a meal feed a family wanna record me wanna buy my book with all my recipies wanna see me get beat up by the cast of UFC or shot down in plane in a action movie, or think id get paid more in the marine corp to get exploded by iraqis, change the channel ER its a repeat there i am in the wheelchair with a morphine iv, wait a minute nurse betty, keep your clothes on, i thought this was rated PG, shit ok, we can make a skin flick, dont break a leg , prostitutions illegal, but porns a ok, fuck it, ill set right here in my room, jack in on the website, get a check in the mail, get them dollars from the faggets that get off on it, think im sexy, could i shake it on stage for fat old ladys that dont get any,

THE THINGS I SEE
THEY COME IN WAVES
COMPLETE KNOWLEDGE
THEN TOTAL IGNORANCE
THE HUMAN MIND
WAS NOT BUILT TO UNDERSTAND SUCH THINGS
SENT INTO OVERDRIVE
I AM ABLE TO PROCESS
BUT THEN
IF THE FEEDBACK IS NOT RECORDED
IT IS LOST I FORGIVE AND FORGET
MUCH LIKE GENISIS
THE CREATION IS SUMARIZED
I CAN NOT REMEMBER THE EARLY DAYS EASILY
EVEN IF I TRY
I COULD NOT CONTROL THE VISIONS THEN
IM GROWING
BECOMING MORE EFFICIENT
RECORDING MORE AND MORE EVIDENCE
EVENTUALLY
YOU WILL SEE
IT IS NOT JUST YOU AND ME
IT IS EVERY SOUL THOUGHT URGE IMPULSE COMPOSITION DUALITY DECISION
NOT EVERYONE IS GOD
GOD IS EVERYONE
QUANTUM MECHANICS WERE SKIPPED THROUGHOUT OUR GENESIS
WE COULD NOT UNDER STAND THE LANGUAGE AT THAT POINT IN OUR EXISTENCE
ONLY AT THE END
WHEN ALL THINGS ARE COMPILED INTO NODES
SPECIFIC TO COORDINATE FEELINGS
EMOTIONS
MOTOR FUNCTION
LIVING
WE BECOME ONE BEING
PERFECTION
PROBLEM;
PERFECT IS BORING
WE LOSE CONTROL
WE EXPLODE
BANG
CONTORT IT
REFORM IT
restart
MAKE IT
SHAPE IT
FORGE
ENGORGE IN THIS ABSTRACT EXOTIC FORM OF KNOWDLEDGE
YOU MAY MAKE QUITE A DIFFERENCE IN THE NEXT STATE OF FOLIAGE
THE BLACK BOX WE BUILD
ARE BUILDING BLOCKS OF DARK MATTER
THE FILL IN THE MIDDLE
BETWEEN US AND THE LARGER WORLD
AND INWARD THE SAME
THEY ARE CONSIOUS INSIDE
OUR OWN MOLECULES
ELEMENTS
COMPOUNDS
PROTIENS
CELLS
ORGANISMS FLOURISH EVOLVE AND COLLIDE
THE STRONGEST SURVIVE
THEY GROW UNTIL THEY COMPRISE THE WHOLE STRIDE
OF FOUR D TO THREE
ON THE NEXT LEVEL WE ALL JUDGE THE ONE WHO CONTROLS THE FUNCTION OF IT
BEFOR THEN WE ARE ALL MUST BE JUDGED TO CONTROL THE FUCTION OF THE ONE THE ONE THAT WE BECOME
IT IS
IT IS ENDLESS
IT IS ENDLESS CYCLE
IT IS ENLIST I KILL
IT IS UNLESS, SIKE, ILL,...
MAY
BE
I
AM
CRAZY
....................
I
CAN
NOT
JUDGE
ME
YOU ALL ARE GOD
SO.......
YOU TELL ME.....
...............................
"When your life is perfect, you don't really need it anymore."

theres plenty of time for it
your brats are growing hair
everyone is paying for it
no one even cares
devilicious
trippin
quit it
no
gotta go
slo mo take it low
though yo roll all
fat and its nice and sticks stacked
tricking traitors into blaspheme by the fire that we had for them
tony told me
you were gay
thats not what he said
that dude is crazy in the fuckin head
loony toon cookoo yknow
BUCKOW! BLAM! BLAM! machine gun stutter sputter in the distance
pulled a blade out of its but but didnt stick no pig
i woulda if i shoulda but it was just some dum bullshit
HATCHETT!!they say I heard you cut somebody up
they say I heard you was covered in blood
they say these things but it dosnt change that that fact of the matter is so fucking insane that if one single tidbit concerning quantum physics was gonna make a tidal wave just to wash the fuckin dishes
then its it
it
its all itll ever be
its all over
its sunder around
its ded in duh ground
whatever it says dont really fuckin matter cause the words are all fake they just keep it up the chatter and im flatterd you thinkd that id be a freakin rock star but id rather work for a living than sales tracks on the hours and its not even cool how some of those envy fools it seems demonic to aspire to be a celebully and take home the dollars while what makes sense to me has nothing to

mary had a little lamb hes gonna save us all so lets beat him up break him down nail him to a cross
but i wont give in no matter what you say im gonna hang right here and die this day then when you my friend see me again
you will know i am the way

a picture is worth a thousand words so you damn well cant explain the whole wide world even in a million books dont overload you brain just step outside and take a look

see talk is cheap but god is free its here its now its all around its grass and trees its sunshine its the air you breath its you and me its him and her its her and her its him and him yeah them too slim see alla yall fucker belong right here with me

dont wast my time on hate cause time is all you really got in this place
aint no point descriminating yall all gonna die might as well face it stop driving me crazy

aint no where to hide from the blackhole in the sky quantum radiation videotaping everymove you make so aint no point faking rules may be made for breaking yeah we all got sins its aint no shame just realise this aint your game for taking

player money aint the score yeah it stays here when you leave this world dont save paper feed the poor save your soul go back to school learn some more

half yall fools starving the other half overweight congress gets another raise but you cant pay bills on minimum wage please seeds grow fields of weeds for free so bust the god damn piggy bank let all my people eat

dont waste my time on greed cause time is the only real commodity i wanna see yall all get what you need not just some get what they want no i give bread to everyone not just the ones up front

MAN YOU CANT SELL CHRONIC IS NOT IT SO IRONIC THAT THAT THE STUFFINS MAKE A SCARE CROW GROW CASH CROP IM ON IT UP AND OUT DEBTED TO THE EAST AND THE OILS OVER SEAS TOO AFRAID TO GROW OUR OWN WEEDS FROM SEEDS BUT THEY AIN T GOT THAT KINDA REPLAY ABILITY CANT GROW NO TREES DUSTY BRICK OLE DIRTY PYRAMID SCHEME DESSERT RAT HOLES SNAKES SIN SCORPION GETCHA HAHA GOD BLESS US YOU ESSAY I DO BELIEVE WE CAN MIX THE INGREDIENTS PUT THE POT IN POTENTIAL AN AND STILL NOT CROSS THE MEDIAN IT HURTS FOR ME TO SAY THIS BUT IT HAS TO BE SAID EVEN THOUGH I DONT SMOKE WEED I KNOW ITS GOOD FOR YOUR HEAD IT A PLANT FOR CHRIST SAKE A FUCKIN VEGETABLE CASH CROP WITH INDUSTRIAL MEDICAL AND EVEN GOD DAM COMMERCIAL VALUE do what thousands of american have done when in out of money sell weed uncle sam its ok get over it ok just grass. grows real fast tastes allrigt high in fiber oils starch and sugar chloroplast MARY WANNA DO IT NOW OR LATER GROW HEAVY WEIGHT SURPLUS IN STED OF DEFICET INSTED OF OUTHER COUNTRYS BAILING OUT THOSE WHO AINT EVEN CLOSE TO BROKE THE BANK ARE YOU KIDDIN AND DONT THINK IM ONE THOSE GAY HIPPYS SAVE THE PLANET GO GREEN, YOU MORONS, THIS PLANET WONT DIE, ITS A BILLION YEARS OLD, HUMANS ARE A VIRUS, WHEN BURNING MORE THAN THEY GROW, BUT YOU SHOULD REALIZE BY NOW ECONOMY RHYMES WITH ECOLOGY ITS ALL CHEMICAL ENERGY PAPER MONEY SHOULD BE GOOD AND FREE IT DOES GROW ON A TREEs if you just let it go let it grow just just just just grow quit trying to stop us from growning

most people will keep doing the wrong thing
even if they they know its wrong,
they will keep doing it,
because, they dont know what else to do.
old dog new tricks get it
teach men to go out and lay down their lives
to make sure that evil drugs are unaccessable to the general public
god forbid anyone eat something that grew off a tree, on the dirty ground,
in the dirt outside,
no
it has to be cleaned up im the lab
or you might die,
Danger Terror.
just jump in the damn mud puddle and figure out it is not going to kill you,
you might even like it,
oops,
wait dont do that,
if your not scared anymore i cant control you.
nevermind,
what was i thinking, thats crazy,
we have to carefully manipulate the distribution of these leaves throughout our environment,
we cant just let them fall where the wind blows, can we?
plants mustl be collected, counted, cataloged, chopped up and examined and studyed under a fucking telescope,
hot rodded with preservetives and pestcides, different color dyes, and of course, dont forget the useless fillers,
because if its bigger its better and sells for much more, so now we own it,
you cant go outside and eat the leafs of the fucking tree that is giveing them out for free,
you wanna talk to the tree, you gotta go through me, cause i own that tree,
i own those leaves, and if you want them , you gotta pay me, and so i own you,
oh, and dont even think about growing your own tree
cause if you do, im gonna come over to your house and burn that fucker down,
then im gonna kick your fucking ass and put you in jail untill i get tired of laughing at you,
and i guess I need a cover story, so i dont get in trouble with the multitude and what not, hmmmm, oh, ok, drugs are bad, mmmkay,
if you use drugs your bad,
"HEY I WASNT USEING DRUGS I WAS JUST EATING SOME FUCKING LEAFS ON THIS FUCKING TREE YOU JACK ASS CLOWN"
no see that is a drug its bad cause i said so, if you want to eat it, then i will chop it up and mix it with a bunch of crap, and then you can buy it from me,
you cant eat this healthy leafy green plant because its bad
so insted eat this bitter chalky little pill, it has the same stuff in it as that leaf, just not so much, CAUSE MONEY DOSNT GROW ON TREES YKNOW! (oh, wait, oops) ;\
anyway, dont read this small print,
like upset stomach,nausea, diareha, liver and kidney damage,
because if you read that then you will probobly start to read more stuff and if you get to smart then ........
you might quit playing by MY RULES!!!!!!!
if that happens, then what, surly no one can reach me at the top of my corporate ladder, and as long as those dummys holding it up dont leave...

A WALL OF TEXT IN PLACE OF, I COULD HAVE JUST PUKED ON THE PAGE....

LOVE IS APPARENTLY A SCARY THING. dont fall for it. LOVE THE WORLD, GET NAILED TO THE WALL. SO CUT IT TO PEICES.CHEMICAL WARFARE. PEOPLE ARE ROACHES. no one said it was fair ACT A FOOL GET LAUGHS OUT LOUD. FOOL THE CROWD AND THEY CAST YOU OUT. YOU KNOW YOUR RIGHT. UNDENIED. IT DOSNT MATTER SO MUCH. NOT MANY WILL STAND BY AND SAY THAT THEY KEEP TO DOING THE WRONG THING BECAUSE THEY KNOW NO OTHER WAY. JUST THE OTHER DAY I SEEN THE LINK BETWEEN IGNORANCE AND IGNORE, IT STILL DOSNT GO AWAY. FORGET MISTAKES AND THEY COME BACK TO HAUNT YOU SOMEDAY.

TODAY IS THE FOURTH OF JULY. I DONT FEEL LIKE CELEBRATING. MAKE WHAT YOU MAY. ITS NOT QUITE WHAT YOU THINK. SHOWING LOVE FOR ANYTHING HAS ONLY PUSHED ME FARTHER AWAY. DO I LOVE THE USA? OF COURSE, MAY BE THAT I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS STATE. HOW IS IT THAT ELEPHANTS ARE AFRAID OF MICE? I SPRAYED THE GRASS TODAY. INSECTICIDE. POISENED THE WELL SO TO SPEAK. FOR THE SAKE OF OLD FASHIONED WRONG WAYS. WHY CONTINUE? ITS INSANITY, REPEATING THE SAME TACTICS AND HOPING FOR CHANGE. CHANGING MY WAYS IS HARDER THAN IT MAY SEEM. INSIDE IM SO FAR AWAY FROM THIS PLACE. A DIFFERENT STATE OF MIND. AND THE ONLY ONE I WANT TO FOLLOW LEAVES ME FAR BEHIND. IS THE WORLD WORTH SAVING? GO GREEN PLANT A TREE GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK. RECYCLE ME TO SOMEWHERE ELSE SO I DONT GO TO WASTE. NO ONE IN THIS BUBBLE TOWN WANTS OR NEEDS OR EVEN DESERVES A CHANGE OF PACE. LIFE IS NOT A BITCH, BUT TRAFFIC IS.

MAGNETS ARE TWO FACED FOR A REASON.

particle density sections difference of objects volume mass area ratios all rendered particles even air with clear properties

WHAT?

new rendering system? IDK?

no polygons wraped in flat textures, not even bump maps, light maps? nothing conventional except particles. everyting is particles

these are already used in redering effect like fire, smoke, sparks, etc.

just build the entire virtual world from particles, JUST LIKE THE REAL WORLD

crazyparticle effects sometimes slow down LAG fps

high sys specs req

um, they interfere with systems already running in the engine

anyway just base all "ingame" programs off the particle renderer

depending on size and structure may be able to build a world that computes it self

thinking on screen, um, ... say one bit is an elementry particle. so three bits make a neutron. 101, three bits make a proton 010. electrons are 1s i guess. in this way (my periodics are hazy) i think an atom of helium is one byte. (wont work like this at all on second thought)

obvilously this wouldnt so average 200gb drive is 200 trillion? atoms? idk. its late/early.

maybe next gen consoles can handle running programs like this, im thinking of machines with a native rendering/physics engine. TONS of storage. RAM/ROM. so the core game engine is allready installed, developers add specifics details like building charecter and enviroment layout, custom objects. yknow, games

so what would 200 trillion atoms make up? example like i dont know. what would a modern desktop system be able to process using this system. im almost certain it wouldnt be much. nothing epic as a modern video game. more like protozoen life. hmmm.

going beyond video games

goal: working example of real world system running in a virtual enviroment.

so bulding different atoms with differnt "bytes" (some are more than 8 bits)
atoms into molecules. it seems scary possible to copy a persons mind

one problem
BIG problem
programing particle properties
different stats for different bits, govern how they behave and interact.
digitally, this could up the elementary particle from a bit to considerably larger

awnser
i need to read up more on quantum systems, not sure how or if it , yes, its based on real physics IDK
qbits have sub states that might be used for property storage
whatever one qbit is one particle, one qbyte is an atom etc etc.
problem solved ( sort of) not enough intel

big problem 2

speed of light processing? data can be sent at light speed, fiber obtics. but, say your trying to process a virtual photon. even with the particle stats stored in a sub-section of the qbit, that number is like thirty digits long, or more in binary. by the time the number is read, the time limit has already passed in which that processed photon should of completed what it was supposed to do.

solution
just an idea. a good one. along with the switch to quantum systems from digital, the basis for the systems operation needs to change from electrons to photons. fiber optic processing. is this real.
hows a fiberoptic circuit work?well, not having read anything about it IDK but im guessing that for the purpose i need to use one for, that not only the flow of the storage medium (light) but the breaks in the flow would need to occur at the same speed. ones and zeros are different values but the same unit. to facilitate this with crisscrossing grid of strings of photons with precise timing to block photons with photons creating the pattern of " 1s an 0s'

this is eerie similar to qbit tech, photons are individually refractive. if a photon IS a qbit (and it is, in reality, i suppose) virtually, then variations in its frequency may naturally play a part in the almost infinite sub-states qbits have

another idea. do we need to process that fast? example; modern videogames refresh at up to 60fps, rediculus considering your eyes dont even detect images that fast. the speed of light is infact universally reletive, so you wouldnt really notice if virtual photons were moving as fast as the real thing

for video games (toys), no, this should be a nice shortcut

but like i said earlier, a virtual copy of a living thing would probobly require a virtual copy of that things mechanics, including full speed photons

i dont have a old testament, but i know it said something about the ark being so many cubits (qbits) by such, didnt that device store a copy of something too? hmmmm.

i must be tired, now that got me wondering how much of this info is already filed as clasified somewhere. ill post this on myspace and then die in a mysterious car explosion right?

nevermind

back to the point i started with
as far as video games are concerned the particle engine could be simplified, that seems the most practicle. using single bits for elementery particsl wont currently work in this gen systems as i said b4 but programing like this from the bottom up insted of vice versa of coures provides a more realistic experince. morbid action game examples like a building blowing up would not just be blowing up because its in the script file to render explosions and edit the poly model but because there are sections in the building that are explosive due to the inner programing of the peices of it blah, i feel im jsut blabering now. anyway the explosion could happen different everytime you play through. maybe it dosnt even blow. maybe it blows up but the building dosnt collapse, sometimes it does, random shit happens. yehp. pblabber.

dont know if this will be more practical or not, def worth looking into, try small examples. make virtual chemical models and see how they "react" in a random enviroment without intervention

BIGGest Problem EVER!
programing time
as in the programming of time
space/time itself
four dimensional geometrics
ive got some ideas but....
where to start

in the begining.....lol ;)

I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW A FREAKIN PROCESSOR WORKS~~!!!!!!!!!!!

programing a singularity

the actual programing of time and space isnt fully understood yet
how to program a virtual model?

actually,singularity mechanics are almost completly unknown its all theroretcal
singularities themselves i sometimes think of a cosmic nodes
focus points in the structure of space, like joints in a spiderweb
THERORETICALY spacetime itself exists as the inversion cycle of one huge central singularity, dotted with smaller instances throughout which pull together active systems like galaxies
the name singularity is paradoxal considering there are more that one them (or are there, perhaps all connected through subspace)

virtually, however, only one singularity may be required to operate a spacetime system as a "game"world, not an entire universe. starting the program starts time from the orgin outward (or in, depending how you look at it) reletive gametime (checkpoint) is loaded as 4D coordinates.

similarities to a qbit
in simple example a singularity is two liters of soda in a shot glass
virtually, a bit with equivilant values to a megabyte
or a qbit, if i remember right, still havent done any research yet, just thinking and trying to remember what i read last year

wondering how various quanta display different properties, considering they are supposedly the smallest "bits" of data. size speed and density of most macroscopic objects is reletive to the amount of quanta the objects contains. it is already proven things work differently at a quantum level. just wondering if programing basic particles would give any insight to how they actually work since its impossible to actually see these things

think of it like file size. the characters included determine the files function. if the function determines the file type/quanta then the quanta should contain charecters that encode its properties and function.

electrons quarks photons all have different properties and therefore different functions.
reletivly of course. in the eye of the beholder. from a cosmological view they are just different sized dots. there different sizes determines the way they bounce around in a void. size speed density all key to programing them

so how to program bits of different sizes? that may be the biggest difference between digital and
... wait, whats qbasic?

ok looked that up, qbasic is an old dos programing code,

anyway, yes so anyway, bits take up space, in reality and virtually,
real bits take up very little space, like 0.0000005 grams or less
moores law hasnt quite traveled that far yet
so this guy said ( the book is "programming the universe", dont remember his name, sorry)
even if man made circuits reach that small a computer storing a "virtual" world would still need to be the size of an actual world

we do have enough space and material, silly to think of an ark sitting on a conventional server anyway, it would be more a huge space station.

compression

spatial inversion
like photographic negetives
free drive space in subspace?
i dont know if that is a good idea
"hey, who wants to build a damn black hole in their backyard"
even a virtual one
if were implementing actualy properties then,....
nevermind, no way that would happen
if were storing data on photons
they weigh next to nothing, hmm, no actual threats of

PROGRAMING REVOLUTION

conventionally, virtual programs are visual, a grapic user interface to a digital system. phisical action is simulated visually, animated. In reality, vison is programed physically. Any aspect of your point of view is a active part of the world, centered around it self. The fact you see it, making it a visual part of the scene, or your grapic user interface, is because of physical programing. In example, sitting on the bench you see a skateboarder roll by, this is not a flat animation, part of your own personal video display, but another self executing program interactive with yours. they are no non player charecters in reality. so, virtual programing code makes visual entities act in a physical way, particle programing makes physical enties visible, through another physical entity, the eye, the point of view. photons are physical objects, the wayy they react with other physical objects, creates vision, bouncing off some and absorbed by others, detected and analysed by our visual system, we see things. digital

FACT
GALACTIC ACCIDENT
PERHAPS A KARMIC REACTION
TOO MUCH TOO LITTLE
GIVE A DAMN AND TAKE IT ALL BACK
PENNY FOR A THOUGHT YET ENTERTAINMENT IS PLATINUM
SAVE MONEY FOR MYSELF WONT LET THE MONEY SAVE HIM
WE DONT NEED YOU
WE WATCH YOU ROT AWAY
PUT YOU ON THE PEDESTAL
CLOWNS AND KINGS THEY ENTERTAIN
BLINDED BY THE SPOTLIGHT THE SIRENS THE GLEAM
OF ILL GOTTEN GAIN GIVEN WHEN YOU PLAY A GAME
BLINDED BY THE HIGHLIGHTS THE ROOTS BECOME INANE
SUPPOSED ITS INSANITY TO STATE THE FACT
AND STRING AROUND THE POINTER THAT THE
KINGS AND CLOWNS ARE not THE SAME
BRANCHING OUT AND WEARING THIN BREAKING OFF AND FALLING IN
THOUGH GRANTS ARE TAKEN FOR WHATS MADE FROM SCRAPS
OF DEAD WOODS PAIN
THE ROOTS ARE STRONG AS EVER BUT THE SOURCE IS RARELY A NEW BEGINING
WHAT CAME FIRST THE ROOTS OR SEED AS WE CONSUME ALL THINGS
DID WE CREATE THIS PARADISE OR ARE WE JUST ITS WEEDS?

marnie stern your albums title alone nicly sums up what has been going through my mind for ever. it is and that its all it i love it i hate it it is all it thank you so much god bless you are awesome you are a diamond in the rough currupt music corporations suck when any hack can sing and dance and act a clown fool to make a fortune i hear you shining through with the truth and i smile . me. smile. absurd as it is. you make me happy. gay. i dont know how dont ask dont tell thats why im not in the military . i guess war and peace im a bipolar geist i do what my spirit moves me to like you im distraught in that i want to do good but am disabled to like i dont want to be a rock star celebrity while there is so much evil in the world i couldnt live with myself i d should be a cop or maybe a ninja vigilante so thank you thank you soooo much for making the album that i wanted to make so that i dont need to and can focus on other arts and you are a thousand times more musically talented than me any way i love you im sorry i download your cd for free i am a psycho nervous wreck when ever i finally get it together i will buy twenty copys :)

my life is like im walking down a long road and the cars splash mud in my face. When I finally get where I'm going, I see that same car already there, AND I DONT SET IT ON FIRE, but I seriously consider it. Seems working for money is like swimming across a river, when you get to the other side you see the bridge was just a little farther down the bank. So many people have money working for them, they are more than happy to pay off those who hold up the corporate ladder from the bottom, only when that person becomes strong enough to push the ladder over.

lack lust air dust punk bust lost such gadget porn dont say it pron its spelled wrong right i was up all night just wishing i was drunk thats bad so i guess its me to anwser my own question whos the bad guy pick a side injured ninja cowboys indians cops robbers pre date aliens enter net predator trance form this into some skill set saw outside just died were all in it to get her together our mothers maid and aim mud merry jerry subs pizza something scary sher risa god is on a smoke break jesus eats dead babys cause it is gross like birth day after earth do we fade away? dont ask me you know what i say. if things keep going the way that they go and most of the time they go to the store to get their spirits raze all hell if its on sale brown in yager my turn notty head no sea grims reap this so what drink till i burn a big hole in my gut i dont know what to think its about one oclock im on drugs im a single player with too much game time is diet wasted crazy talent burning inside out gotta find a reason why for what to live my life hope it dawns on me before i close my eyes eternaly yours y ours 4eve r 4L if E (/|\)

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_____________. I was wrong, i admit it. Consumerism is great! I still don't know what Capitolism is, I dont care, I like food. Your trash is very interesting as well, and some of it tastes quite good. Money is stupid, everything should be free, realise that it \ul does\ulnone infact, grow on trees, then do what you like doing and help your friends. Grow more weed, I personally cannot stand the stuff, but you obviously need it for all it is worth, all the natural resources it can provide. By the way, thank you all for not killing me. As I am sure some of you know by now, I am a martian spy, I've been here some twenty years, gathering intel for your trial, though the final decision is not left up to me, I can definently put in a good word for you. You guys win, I'm sold! Earth Lives! USA! USA! Why what do you win? Whatever, how about Hoverbikes? Magnets can be frozen so they produce almost endless rotation. Time travel is real, although extremly complicated, and kinda boring. Very soon we will be able to download your brain into a little rubix cube type joint and have you guys \ul All\ulnone sorted and cataloged in alpha numeric order, interconected and playing video games for the rest of \ul\b FOREVER!\ulnone\b0 Clean fusion reactors? Core focused multi vector accelerators? A whole new world of cybernetics. All you have to do is say psychadelics are ok if they are used for usefull purposes and \b not \b0 recreation. Seeing inside atomic structure is the key to the future. It is not cheating, not going against any natural order, chemistry is natural because \ul people \b are \b0 natural!\ulnone Progress is natural, nature is progress. \par
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Reach for the stars, you will fall over and over again. Don't give up, you will get there, I promise. We cannot yet build the tower babel but it is only a matter of when and not if. It really is a true story, poorly translated or not. The lesson it teaches is all that really matters, not every detail of grammer and syntax. We were not ready to leave earth. will we ever be ready?

The planet is alive. As it evolves it could become more active and robotic. As its resources are utilized to their fullest then civilization will expand both toward the sky and toward the core. The goal is a total conversion from a spherical rock stuck in orbit around a son that will one day burn it up, into a fully functional, self-sustained and mobilized space station.

Where are we now you ask? Sad to say we are still fighting amongst ourselves, be it sibling rivalry, fueding families, cops and robbers or country against country. Fighting over what? Politics and religion. Ignorance causes this conflict, for example, viewing the Holy Bible as a set of laws insted of the historical text it is. Biblical prophesy is a bleak future for earth indeed, one that should be avoided, not accepted. Muslims understand this as they believe in the prophets of both the old and new testaments. However there is some confusion about the meaning of God's last prophet.

Much confusion in fact, enough to start a very long war. As an outside observer, I ask "who is God's last prophtet?" Some would say Muhammed. In comparison, if I ask "who is the last james bond?", ... you see what I'm saying. Some are set in the paradigm that there will never be another human to speak God's word. So What is God's word anyway?

It's the truth. Plain and simple, the honest to God truth. Are you telling the truth? I'm not lying, that's not God, that's that other guy. If your telling the truth about what happened then you are God's witness. If you are telling the truth about what has yet to happen then you are a Prophet. The truth is that all prophesies have an equal chance of being correct. The big decision we as humans need to make is which destiny we would rather see.

I sometimes suppose that terrible armageddon fortold by Daniel and John was right. That some people will in the end refuse to be saved. It makes no difference, everything will be saved anyway. It's the physical law of conservation of mass and energy. Nothing is ever lost, it only changes form. When understanding and technology reaches a level where anything is possible, then beneficent beings will make it their task to save every last detail of the history of earth.

From the greatest to the least, every strand of DNA and every atom in every grain of sand. That seems harsh in a way to save those who would rather not be saved, which is why I'm sharing this story today. Hopefully I will change some minds for the better. I hate to be a bully, but your coming with us weather you like it or not and there is nothing you can do to stop us. Have a nice day!

uhnm, dans talking to himself again,

no good dirty spoiled rotten ugly evil monster selfish self ignorant ass stupid son of a pig bitch and i mean stupid so fucking stupid i mean dense and a liar pathalogical liar your fooling yourself who do you think you are who is pulling the strings do you know why or if you are wrong it has got to be practi e what you pfeace preach forsake it leave it leave your flaw behind forsake ;your flaws and leave behind only what you love dont sin quit and what you need will come to you dont have to try to steAL IT just quit being bad THINGS WILL GET BETTER it makes sense dosnt it i mean com on dan you cant be that stupid i know you had a shitty circumstance or whatever your fucking warped but so what so fucking what your sick your a sick fucking puppy but you KNOW IT YOU KNOW YOU FIT IN SOMEWHERE YOU JUST DONT' KNOW WHERE THE FUCK IT IS BUT ITS NO REASON QUIT LOOKING you need to open the fuck upFPRIDDE is foolish you know this so insted of acting a fool why dont you ADMIT to yourself ;you aint shit and just give up your life to GOD who it belongs to anyway. the devel fell for a reason, you cant fight god.. i never had sunday school. i never knew my dad. i had delusion. thats it. im from outer space. insted of bitching about your flaws why dont yiu try harder a little harder to fix thenm . PROBLEM IS YOUR FLAW IS YOUR A STUPID GENIUS its like you\ see i dont know what the hell you seem like your trying to be stupid ok i dondt know what to do read a fuckig book get smart read whAT WHATS POPULAR QUIT GOING AGAINST THE GREAIN duh, that dont mean to literally go where ever the wind blows DONT BE FUCKING STUPID what the fuckt are you thinking taking these fucking pills SUICIDAL HALLUCINATION WHAT THE FUCK YOU NEED TO SUE SOMBODY TAKE THIS FUCKING SHIT RIGHT OUT IN THE OPEN FIND OUT WHAT MEDICAL CONFIDENTIALITY IS . I DONT NEED A FUCKING SHRINK I NEED A LAWYER. THERE FUCKING DRUG DEALERS . THATS THAT. AND ITS NOT EVEN HEALTHY DRUGS. ITS TRYING TO KILLING ME. IT IS MAKING ME STRONGER . SMARTER IS USUPPOSE BUT ; I DONT KNOW. IM WORRYING AGAIN SEE THATS WRONG , QUIT. GOD IS IN CHARGE. DAN ITS LIKE YOU FORGET WHAT FIVE MINUTES AGO. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABVOUT. SOMEONE ELSE IS CALLING THE SHOTS. HE SEES YOU WHEN YOUR SLEEPING. HE KNOWS THAT YOUR AWAKE. ;) AND YOUR ACTING LIKE THAT DAMN COMCAST COMERCIAL WHERE ALL THIS BAD SHIT IS HAPPENING AND SUPERMAN IS SITTING ON THE FUCKING COUCH WATCHING CABLE TV. DAN, I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO TELL YOU . YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO . GO TO WORK. FIGURE OUT WHERE THE HELL THAT IS AND GO FROM THERE. USE YUOUR DAMN BRAIN. QUIT TRYING TO KILL IT WITH BOOZE. FQUIT HIDING YOUR DARK SIDE. EVEN CLOUDS CAST SHADOWS . IF YOUR GONNA PLAY A FOOL PLAY A FOOL. AT LEAST PLAY. PLAY PROFESSIONALLY, TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY, ACT LIKE YOUR IN CONTROL, GOD WILL PUT YOU IN YOUR PLACE REAL QUICK, LIFE WILL ALLWAYS BALANCE OUT. AM I GONNA GO TO HELL? OR I ALLREADY DID. GOTTA CLIMB BACK OUT. HOW DID I GET STUCK HERE? I HATE SITTING HERE IN FRONT OF THE FUCKING TV. I ... HEY! TOMMOROW IS CHINESE NEW YEAR! you messed up last month, like january was one realy long monday. call out sick. just like usual. break the cycle. your sick, get over it. stop typing.

splits

shes the devil im her motherfuckin demon
if shes an angel im a wannabe god
shes a fighter all i wanna do is love her
if shes a lover then i wanna fight her boyfriend

shes
just
so
damn
cool
im dreamin of the day i get her hot

shes
so
god
damn
cool
get her on me an im gonna get her off

shes a player then i gotta get that xbox
shes a workin then i gotta get a job
shes a dreamer im a rabbit in a wormhole
shes a screamer better believe im gonna maker her scream

im so stupid shes so fun
shes wants ink im a mutherfuckin gun
shes got tats i got tools
got me crazy make me drool

whats she doin where she at
why so shy just go get at it
hugs like drugs sex like a addict
chilll like a drink connect like a chat

text love letters tight like ass
online dating aint so bad
whatever you need please just ask
we can spoon in the moon light
fork like a salad
or

if i havent proved my point by now
then i dont think the point can be proven
and if this point can not be proven then neither can any other point
and that proves my point
(innocent untill proven)
writing a book on zen
but i am not in zen
describing my journey there
for what reason
who knows
so no one else repeats my mistakes
it dosnt matter
some people have to pee on the electric fence for them selves
lol
what im going for is a little more complicated than that
its crazy really
could be the end of the world
the question is then
do i really fucking care?

its like i do something because i want to do it because i enjoy it not because im expecting to get paid for it like if i build a house its because i want to build a house and take pride in what ive made not like oh no damn i got to drag myself out of bed and go to work like a zombie robot thats what life should be doing what you do and what you know you should be doing and helping others with it not slaving at something you hate doing just to survive but that is what i see around sometimes and its sad its the pyramid scheme its ancient egypt all over again its why the houses and the cars cost soo much and the little people who work they asses off cannot afford to enjoy they life because they working for the fuckin king and they keep doing it because thats all they know thats all they know how to do they dont know no other way and they get take advantage of well i think its wrong i think what a job is is this you do your job and you get paid everyone gets paid because everyone is doing their job even if you stay at home you are doing something you get paid i guess thats what welfare is well fair enough but now the rich people want to take that away cause if the poor can get paid to take care of themselves then the poor wont take care of the rich and its all fucked up cause the poor is just barely surviving and the rich is well you know cause you see it on television so the social system is way off balance thats what i see at least give everyone enough to live off of like for starters house car water power food thats whats necesary for a living unit this should be granted because thats necessity once everyone has this then the rich should be able to worry about their own luxury and here we go i imagine rich man saying why should i pay for some poor folks house well because if you dont balance out the scales it will eventually tip the fuck over and that is when the shit hits the fan it is going to be a free for all maybe thats what the rich want anyway for the poor to just kill themselves off because the rich are prepared for this and the poor arnt and the poor are too busy robbing and killing each other to realize they should work together against the rich

IDOL T WON SHOW MONEY EYE DOH KNEED KNOW WELL THE IM JUST WHAT I AM POUND FOR POUND A DOLLAR FORTY FIVE SHARP AND STEALTH STAFF AND SAI NINJATU IN JUITSU HOLE PUNCH ORIGAMI PAPER KNIFE DANNY NO DANGER WHO ROBBED WHOS SON BLIND INSANE WHOSANE YOU CHAIN SMOKE COMAND SIGNAL WAVE LENGHT ANGLE TRAJECTORY SATTALITE LASER BEAM VAPORIZE COORDINATE DOUBLE ZERO THIRTEEEN CAUSE AND REASON SPILLING BEANS ALPHA CODEX LOSER BROKE AY ONE TWO BE FREE SEE FOUR D IF IVE EF SEX ACTH HEAVEN HATE CHEAT I AN I NINE TENJA KAY LEVEN ALL TWELVE FIGURE THAT SUCH A TWITCH SHOOTER FIX AIM ZOOM POINT CLICK swat CALL OF DOODY BOOTY CCHIT HIT DAT SKIT SPIT SCAT SHIT SHAT FIKY WIK WAK DROPIN OLES KOOL MIGGITTY MIGGTY ETC MAC

Then there is the idea that you could go back to a place in time long ago, say to see the dinosaurs, or even the birth of the universe. This is where it gets complicated, as travelling farther through time would require a speed much greater than your puny earthling body could survive. Surly you would arrive at your point in time as a gooey mess of protoplasm.

Then of course there is the problem of escape velocity. Even if, your space ship could somehow protect you from disintegrating at such high speeds, the effect of time dialation is reletive to the gravity and movement of the earth, and the earths gravity has a speed limit, so to speak. Escape velocity is the speed an object must exceed in order to leave a planets orbit, so if you fly too fast you wont circle the globe as needed, but just fly right out into space. Of course there is a way that uses black holes, which have a ridiculusly high, unknown escape velocity, greater than the speed of light, but thats another story.

The speed of light, that is the key right there, that speed they say can not be reached. Well its obvious that something can move at the speed of light. Light. So light can travel through time? Of course! You may have heard that the light you see from stars at night is actually thousands of years old, it has taken that long to reach us, even at its great speed, hinting at the magnificent sheer size of the universe. What does this fact have to do with you and me and everyday life? Why have I been puzzeled by it since i first seen eternity?

Why? Do I want to change the past? I dont know yet, hopefully, all I have is enough time. Light can do many things. It lets you see. Some things they say are best left unseen. knowing how the trick is done takes the fun out of magic. Light could travel through time as long as it stays in orbit around a celestial object. Naturally the earth can not produce this effect as its escape velocity is lower than lights speed, the light shines outward into space. This makes me think breifly about the significance of rotating black holes, but its allways been suspected that black holes distort time, and I want to keep this writing earthbound for now.

Light can and will bounce, off of glass especially, fiber optic networks make good use of this property. Light is used to encode signals to be sent over ground, great distance, through gravity, against and with the worlds rotation. What does this have to do with time travel? I can not say, exactly, but I truly doubt that it is science fiction.

"cut grass trim bush ate dirt deserve push in right direction fukin subtle symbol signs english is only understood by half of the mind the other is natural instinct TRUST the rest is undescribable LOVE vegas or bust"